Its 530 am I can’t sleep. I’m having a slight panic attack and can’t breath. My life just keeps falling apart. I have no idea whats going to happen. I still can’t do it. I can’t do anything. I’ve been trying really hard in these classes and I’m still falling short. I just so desperately want to succeed in just 1 area of my life. Hell I would take being good at on thing. I’m just so tired of being a failure and not being good enough. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I just want a friend.